Paper and a Pen

What is one thing you can’t live without?

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I answered yesterday’s blog prompt with a poem, and I had so much fun writing it, I thought I would do it again today. Poetry is the form I enjoy most. I like how just a few lines can hold a big, messy part of an experience.

For the past couple of months, I’ve been writing short stories and flash fiction set in Sarawak. These little poems have been a way to take a break from those drafts and play with words again.

Today’s prompt asks: What’s one thing you can’t live without? My answer is in the poem below.  

Paper and a Pen

I wrote “I am angry”
and crossed it out.
“I am tired” would be easier
to write where someone
might see it.

A pot sat waiting
in the kitchen sink.
It was crusted with dried rice
from a dinner
where I had said, “It’s alright.”
I had carried the plates,
wiped the table
while Yoo Jae-suk laughed obliviously
in Running Man.

Now the pen hovered.
Even alone, I was choosing
what would cause the least trouble.
I wrote “I am angry” again.
The words felt stupid
for something that had kept me awake.
No one asked, either.


I pressed the nib hard
against the page.
The blue ink bled
through to the other side. 

Then I stood to wash the pot.
Cold water ran over the rim
as the kitchen window
turned pale in the grey dawn. 

In a few hours,
I might be ready
to explain it all away. 

I am reasonable.

Paper and a pen
are all I need
to find what I meant
before I do.


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